because Tumblr is not a popularity contest, bitches!
It is said that Pisces people are indecisive. True. I have been changing my laptop’s wallpaper, theme, etc. for the fifth time today. I keep replacing them almost everyday. I think the longest time that I keep a certain theme/wallpaper is about 3 weeks.
Clearly, I HAVE NO LIFE.
I just find it amazing how the internet makes me forget hunger. The moment I step away from the computer my stomach will start raging mad from hunger, then when I return to the computer, my stomach calms down and I forget my hunger again, except when I see food on tumblr which is just like torture.
Gone are the colorful, happy, bakawaii PVs of Arashi. I miss them.
I just moved my taskbar from the bottom of the screen to the left because I have nothing better to do and I just wanna annoy myself. I have to say it’s really effective. It’s very disorienting, like I always pause for about 5 seconds before I realize what I should be doing.
I asked God for signs. I think He’s already giving them out, I just don’t know how to interpret them!
They say, “time flies when you’re having fun”. At that time, I never accepted the fact that I was having fun. I hated that time. Time just flew by fast and having fun has nothing to do with it. But now that I start looking back, I realize that I was wrong. I was just too busy complaining and focusing on the ugly side of things that I overlooked the part that I actually had fun.
And now I’ve reached this point again. I really hate it. I’m again at a point where I’ve reached another fork in the road and I have to make decisions. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
How can I be such an indecisive piece of shit.
This is why I hate hellos. In the end, there’s nothing to expect but goodbye.
Best birthday ever so far! Things get better when you least expect things. If my students could read this, I love you guys. These are one of those very, tiny, short, minuscule times when I’m glad to be your teacher. I hope it’s always my birthday so y’all are sweet and nice. Come tomorrow I know y’all go back to your “normal” selves. Woe is me. I’mma start kicking your asses again.
But for now, I love you guys :D
I couldn’t get things started. If there’s a college for procrastination, I’d instantly get my sorry ass expelled for procrastinating too much on that course.
…or wait…
I’d probably graduate maxima cum laude.
One reason why I took English as my major is to finally get rid myself of Mathematics. Though it seems that Math will never be entirely out of my life and thus, presently, I just have to have a crash course on Math for the sake of my student.
When was the last time I studied math? I think that was more or less five years ago.
To my dearly beloved student, please appreciate the fact that I’m doing this for you. In return, I ask that you exert the same amount of effort in your studies.
uy, seryoso…
I miss having tons of free time to download Arashi stuff.
I am soooooo lagging behind the fandom. T______T
#fangirling going down the drain
I always tell myself not to log into facebook because it only makes me miserable. But in the end, I find myself logging in, getting depressed, logging out.
I really am a fucking masochist.
But enough of that, I’ve logged out of fb and tumblr here I come!!!!
I really wasn’t expecting it.
Thank you, guys.
♥

